Not just from my 5km jog that made me almost faint on the sidewalk.
Today is definitely one of my "I don't know what the fuck I'm doing" days. Yesterday I was calm and collected, not worried or concerned about the future. Last night, I was feeling confident and sexy driving way too fast on the highway, deafening myself to music with the windows down, and rocking leather pants and heels... and smiling.
Speed + heels = sexy.
I was in control.
Alas.
Today I am indecisive. Things are changing (or not changing) depending on how you look at it. That confidence I was feeling last night is now being shadowed by uncertainty and frustration.
I just need to get through work tonight and then I will have a few days off to reflect and figure out what the fuck I am doing.
Hopefully.
I need a healthy distraction from the best distraction ever.
