Storytime. While Working.

READY
2:58:17 PM me
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2:59:58 PM me
there once was a tree that couldnt grow leaves
3:00:38 PM Brandon
It was the only one in the whole forest
3:00:51 PM Brandon
as long as it could remeber, it was leafless
3:01:34 PM me
all his friends around him made fun of him and called him...
3:03:19 PM Brandon
douglas fir-less
3:04:50 PM me
poor dougy didn't know what was wrong with him!
3:05:06 PM me
he tried everything
3:05:21 PM me
he drank as many raindrops as possible
3:05:33 PM me
kept warm through the winter
3:05:41 PM me
nothing worked!
3:06:36 PM Brandon
he even tried tree-roids
3:06:51 PM Brandon
despite the potential side effects
3:07:09 PM me
lol
3:07:17 PM me
(damn them roids)
3:07:51 PM me
he wondered if it was because his roots were crossed
3:08:53 PM Brandon
they were horribly tangled. But he continued to grow as tall as the other trees
3:09:27 PM me
but his lack of confidence was seen in his droopy branches
3:09:39 PM Brandon
almost as tall as treebeard, lord of the trees
3:10:35 PM me
one day, he snapped (not literally)
3:10:40 PM me
!!
3:11:40 PM Brandon
and declared that he would no longer be leafless by the end of the next summer
3:12:21 PM me
he pondered the best approach, because it was this or nothing!
3:12:41 PM me
by the end of winter, he decided and went for it.
3:13:05 PM me
he pulled his roots and swung around too and fro
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branches snapping but he didnt care
3:13:38 PM me
he heard a "yelp!" and stopped moving so muhc
3:14:21 PM me
it was this moment that he realized that he had been rooted to another tree, budding on all branches, so beautiful and strong (lol. Doug noticed that not only were his roots tangled with the tree's roots beside him, but they seemed to go comepletely underneath, and off into the forest
me
that was so random
3:59:25 PM Brandon
what was?
3:59:36 PM Brandon
im going off what you said
3:59:41 PM me
lol this story doesnt make alot of sense
3:59:50 PM Brandon
but i didnt really understand what you said
4:01:50 PM me
the moment that dougy realized the beautiful tree that he was connected to, his branches lifted and angelic music was all around him
4:05:48 PM me
his question was answered in that moment and buds began to show
4:06:06 PM me
the sun started shining on him and his leaves grew large and bright
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brighter than all the other trees in the forest
4:06:29 PM me
for the first time, he was the center of attention
4:07:59 PM me
the female tree turned around and was attracted to the tree that was so bright and said hello.
4:08:21 PM me
they created small little fir trees and kept them warm through the winter
4:08:32 PM me
(fir trees - kept them warm) haha punny?
4:08:36 PM me
THE END

Fuckernutter.

I was packing and found my skydiving video. Yay!!!

Unfortunately it has been at the bottom of said bag without a case and now is so scratched that it won't play.
Definitely no so yay.

It's actually scratched to shit... Hmmm I wonder if there is a special cloth that cleans up scratches... I believe there is. Another thing added to the agenda. I will deal with it after my mini vacation to New York. I cannot wait to leave this city and see my bb on the other side. :)

This is definitely needed... For both of us.

Over it.

I wish this never happened to me... I just want things to go back to normal. I'm getting increasingly more paranoid and sensitive to certain things.
I feel like there is still a constant shadow lurking beside me that will not go away. I don't appreciate the constant reminders everyday. It seems that every time you go away something happens that I have to deal with on my own. I'm tired and just want a break from it all. It's getting too much for my already emotional instability to take.

Love (should) conquer all.

As soon as I put myself out there, it all seems to blow up in my face. What is the fucking point if I can never win? I really thought I was happy. But lately I have gone right back to my previous feelings of not being good enough. I feel like everything I have done to make things better came crashing down on me after you lie last week. Why do I even bother?

You're right - its stupid to have irrational dreams.

Poem-esque.

I have not written you a poem, nor do I have the eloquence in writing to make this happen.
That's your specialty.
Here is my attempt at something flowing.

I admit that things between us started off pretty rocky, mostly stemming from your stupidity in one way or another. However I feel that things have dramatically changed for the better (or best) and am incredibly happy for the first time in a while. You have been absolutely lovely during this difficult time for me, and I couldn't ask for anything more. Just in case I don't tell you enough how much I appreciate you, I'm doing this so you can see it over and over again. If someone asked us a year ago whether we ever saw this happening, we would've had the same reply. Now, starting a new year, I can't see it any other way.


Okay fine....
Untitled poem.

I may be stubborn as can be,
But there is something special about you that sets me free.

We have had our low points, that I know,
But I can only feel that our love will continually grow.

Numerous plans for the future involving travel, laughs and fun,
New York, Europe, snowboarding lessons and frying in the sun.

You know that I cannot stand us ever being apart,
And I know that I will continue to love you each moment from the bottom of my heart.

There are no limits this year for you and me,
As long as it involves happiness, comfort and love, then forever thankful I shall be.


I love you bb.