Distraction.

I am playing cribbage hands in my head based on the time on the clock. I make 15s to occupy my mind. I'm over being upset, and used as an emotional punching bag.
I am going to sleep to the sound of my cat, whistling a random tune. There is a good chance I will trace the pillow beside me, but maybe not tonight. It is getting pretty late.

Sleeping.

I enjoy my daily naps.. Lately I have been enjoying them for a different reason... It is the only time in the day that I can completely disconnect from everything (shit) happening in my life.

I wish it was more than 45 minutes.

I am ready for my luck to change... Anytime...