Equilibrium.

It never ceases to amaze me how quickly life goes back to normal, equilibrium. Especially after an event i thought would devastate me for a long time. Sometimes it feels so normal, so fast, that I second guess that the event ever happened. Is that weird? Or do I continue to live in some fantasy world? I can't decide if that is a naive ideal or a mature one. Very conflicting. 

Maybe my heart is finally realizing what my head had aware of for a while. My heart just didn't want to listen. 

Everything happens for a reason, and I feel more content with my life now than I have been in a long time.

I wouldn't have guessed it.

Why does there always have to be one piece missing? Is there ever a time when someone truly has every piece of their life puzzle? 

Deal.

I have come to the conclusion that I need to be more active.

I'm writing this because I want to legitimize my interest to the world.

I'm going to start P90X tomorrow afternoon and follow the regime for the next few weeks. With a new job comes more opportunity for growth, in and out of the workplace . 

I want to be the best I can be. 

I feel the changes approaching and it's really exciting.