So I just checked out my bank statement, and I am SO HAPPY that it was my birthday. With my birthday money and the money I have made from my job already, I am now only in debt to my OSAP loan by $2000.00! I am so pumped. I can have that paid off by the end of July, and I will be able to maybe even SAVE some money for next year as well.
Life is good.
REALLY frikkin' good.
:D
On another note, I was watching a show called '1000 Ways to Die'. I'm not completely suicidal or anything, but I saw one that was pretty crazy and interesting.
It's called FRIGHTMARE:
In this situation, a woman suffers from SUNDS (Sudden Unexpected Nocturnal Death Syndrome), and dies from cardiac arrest in her sleep, brought on from an intense nightmare she could not wake up from. In her dream, there was a little demon on her chest trying to kill her, and since she can't wake up, she dies from increased heart arithmia from being so scared.
For more messed up ways to die, go to...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1000_Ways_to_Die
Or if you want something more laid back, go to my sister's baking blog. She's so cute.
www.emmesbaking.blogspot.com
Monday, June 29, 2009
Error.
It's amazing how many things I regret with you. I never learn from my mistakes and I truly regret falling for each false word you have told me.
I know you are a bad person deep down, yet I feel sorry for you.
I hope karma is real. Don't pretend to care.
If you read this and think it's about you, it probably isn't.
I know you are a bad person deep down, yet I feel sorry for you.
I hope karma is real. Don't pretend to care.
If you read this and think it's about you, it probably isn't.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Day Off.
Someone once said that I would start to appreciate my spare time much more when I started to work, and boy was he ever right. Today is my day off and my biggest dilemma is what to do with my time. I think I will actually move out of suitcases and watch a movie. Other than seeing The Hangover, I haven't sat down to watch a movie in a couple weeks. Normally, I watch a movie every couple days.
Well, better get to my muy stressful day.
Well, better get to my muy stressful day.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Barley Works for me.
I am officially settled down in Kitchener/Waterloo. It has taken me almost 2 weeks to get my life figured out, and I am quite satisfied with the way things turned out. I was originally thinking I may only have the option of living in Guelph, but I decided there was no way in hell that I was living there 12 months of the year. I spoke to my aunt and opened her arms and her house to moi. I have the basement to myself, and I am actually going to get my stuff out of the suitcases that have been packed for 2 weeks. I literally have not had time to move in.
The past couple weeks have been great. I finally have a job, and although I am working ridiculous hours till late at night, I am making a ton of money. A lot of the girls are fun to work with and maybe my management is strict and a little nuts at times, I am quite happy to have the security of an income again. Last night was pretty shitty when it came to tips, but Thursday night made up for it. Also, the highlight of last night was (amazingly) shattering 2 glasses all over the patio. I got some serious OHHHHs out of it, and was slightly embarrassed. C'est la vie.
Earlier this week, I went to the GTA. On Tuesday I slept way too late from having a late night on Monday and headed to Mississauga/Oakville. My aunt drove me to Guelph, then bused to Square One, then bused to downtown Oakville. I met Rachel outside Second Cup (on the beautiful day it was) and hung out by the water for a while catching up on life. Then we headed to one of my favorite restaurants downtown Oakville called Julias. We had some very delicious food and had tarimisu for dessert. Rachel bought me dinner since it was my birthday this week, which was very awesome. We waited for the bus, and I headed up to Mississauga to meet up with Justin. We hung out on the park and were attacked by mosquitoes since we were in the middle of a damned forest, then went to a less-treed area to look at the stars. It got later quite fast, so I ended up stayed there for the night. In the morning ( MY BIRTHDAY) I headed to the hospital to see my grandmother. She, nor my grandfather, remembered my birthday which I found quite cute. When I reminded them, they both told me they hadn't forgotten at all. lol. Right. I caught up with them for a bit, meanwhile hearing about awkward diaper stories. I headed back to Square One to catch the bus to Hamilton, but missed it by a whole 2 minutes. I messaged Justin and I bought him lunch and had some Starbucks Iced Tea my sister recommended (yummy). I just barely caught the bus, and was dying from running since it was like 40 degrees outside, and fell asleep on the bus to McMaster. I walked to my sisters house and was overwhelmed with happiness. I didn't realize how much I miss having her around. Although Sawyer wasn't there, I was having a crazy allergic reaction to her bed. After catching up for a bit, and opening up presents (she actually got me a card for the first time, shocking! - and underwear and a pretty t-shirt) we headed to Boston Pizza's patio for an early dinner. Had some very alcoholic beverages, calamari, yam frites and pizza. Once it was time to go, we walked back to her house, grabbed my stuff and I dashed off to catch my bus back to Kitchener. It was 10 minutes late and I'm pretty sure she overcharged me, but I didn't care because it was my birthday and I have money again. The bus lady was nice enough to drop me off close to my aunt's so I got home fairly fast. I hopped in the shower quickly, and Josh came to pick me up. We went to his place and had some drinks with Devon, and played some drinking game to down the one month EXPIRED grapefruit and orange juice we were drinking lol. It worked pretty well. We walked over to Front Row for some drinks and hung out on the patio until I was, at least, pretty drunk. I didn't want to overdo it since I was working in the morning. Once they closed, we headed back to their place, watched some tv and headed to bed. I had to work at 1145am apparently but the weather was shit. Josh and I stopped at Tim Horton's for some breakfast. Although I knew it was going to rain, I went in anyways and stayed for a total of 20 minutes. A girl from work. Nev, drove me back to my aunt's and I immediately went back to sleep for a couple hours to gain some energy. I had to work again at night, and made good money.
Last week, wednesday was a good night and went to Front Row's with Josh. Then Friday night, I had dinner with my aunt and cousin, drank 3 glasses of wine and took the bus to Waterloo. I was pretty tipsy by the time I got there, but we pre drank some more and headed to Fox for a pitcher of beer. Once we realized we didn't want to finish it, we headed to Starlight for more drinks and dancing. I was pretty wasted, the most wasted I've been in a long while. Once we got back, the world was spinning forward so I drank water and watched tv for almost 2 hours before it passed - I really did not want to be sick. It worked! On sunday, my aunt and I spent the entire day together - we went to Guelph to pick up some of my stuff and bike, and went shoe shopping for like, 3 hours. I finally got a cute pair of wedges that I have been looking for (unfortunately they have been hurting my feet). We sat by the pool for a little while, and she told me stories of her and my mom from when they were kids. It was nice to hear about her in such a playful way. We had dinner together too.
Last night my aunt made me eggs benedict and a lemon cake for a belated birthday dinner. I got some money from my uncle and some silver earrings. Yesterday, I hung around at the pool and I plan on doing the same this afternoon as well. It was absolutely lovely.
My fingers are tired and I want to get off the computer. I have been trying to limit my time on the computer since it's boring and I have better things to do in the summer. I'll try to write more later, but I will probably be working crazy hours for the next... 2 months.
I have to go grab my stuff from Lyle today, so I hope he left it outside. I really don't feel like dealing with him at all.
NOTE: Who cares about Michael Jackson, it's called KARMA. That's what you get MJ for raped little boys.
The past couple weeks have been great. I finally have a job, and although I am working ridiculous hours till late at night, I am making a ton of money. A lot of the girls are fun to work with and maybe my management is strict and a little nuts at times, I am quite happy to have the security of an income again. Last night was pretty shitty when it came to tips, but Thursday night made up for it. Also, the highlight of last night was (amazingly) shattering 2 glasses all over the patio. I got some serious OHHHHs out of it, and was slightly embarrassed. C'est la vie.
Earlier this week, I went to the GTA. On Tuesday I slept way too late from having a late night on Monday and headed to Mississauga/Oakville. My aunt drove me to Guelph, then bused to Square One, then bused to downtown Oakville. I met Rachel outside Second Cup (on the beautiful day it was) and hung out by the water for a while catching up on life. Then we headed to one of my favorite restaurants downtown Oakville called Julias. We had some very delicious food and had tarimisu for dessert. Rachel bought me dinner since it was my birthday this week, which was very awesome. We waited for the bus, and I headed up to Mississauga to meet up with Justin. We hung out on the park and were attacked by mosquitoes since we were in the middle of a damned forest, then went to a less-treed area to look at the stars. It got later quite fast, so I ended up stayed there for the night. In the morning ( MY BIRTHDAY) I headed to the hospital to see my grandmother. She, nor my grandfather, remembered my birthday which I found quite cute. When I reminded them, they both told me they hadn't forgotten at all. lol. Right. I caught up with them for a bit, meanwhile hearing about awkward diaper stories. I headed back to Square One to catch the bus to Hamilton, but missed it by a whole 2 minutes. I messaged Justin and I bought him lunch and had some Starbucks Iced Tea my sister recommended (yummy). I just barely caught the bus, and was dying from running since it was like 40 degrees outside, and fell asleep on the bus to McMaster. I walked to my sisters house and was overwhelmed with happiness. I didn't realize how much I miss having her around. Although Sawyer wasn't there, I was having a crazy allergic reaction to her bed. After catching up for a bit, and opening up presents (she actually got me a card for the first time, shocking! - and underwear and a pretty t-shirt) we headed to Boston Pizza's patio for an early dinner. Had some very alcoholic beverages, calamari, yam frites and pizza. Once it was time to go, we walked back to her house, grabbed my stuff and I dashed off to catch my bus back to Kitchener. It was 10 minutes late and I'm pretty sure she overcharged me, but I didn't care because it was my birthday and I have money again. The bus lady was nice enough to drop me off close to my aunt's so I got home fairly fast. I hopped in the shower quickly, and Josh came to pick me up. We went to his place and had some drinks with Devon, and played some drinking game to down the one month EXPIRED grapefruit and orange juice we were drinking lol. It worked pretty well. We walked over to Front Row for some drinks and hung out on the patio until I was, at least, pretty drunk. I didn't want to overdo it since I was working in the morning. Once they closed, we headed back to their place, watched some tv and headed to bed. I had to work at 1145am apparently but the weather was shit. Josh and I stopped at Tim Horton's for some breakfast. Although I knew it was going to rain, I went in anyways and stayed for a total of 20 minutes. A girl from work. Nev, drove me back to my aunt's and I immediately went back to sleep for a couple hours to gain some energy. I had to work again at night, and made good money.
Last week, wednesday was a good night and went to Front Row's with Josh. Then Friday night, I had dinner with my aunt and cousin, drank 3 glasses of wine and took the bus to Waterloo. I was pretty tipsy by the time I got there, but we pre drank some more and headed to Fox for a pitcher of beer. Once we realized we didn't want to finish it, we headed to Starlight for more drinks and dancing. I was pretty wasted, the most wasted I've been in a long while. Once we got back, the world was spinning forward so I drank water and watched tv for almost 2 hours before it passed - I really did not want to be sick. It worked! On sunday, my aunt and I spent the entire day together - we went to Guelph to pick up some of my stuff and bike, and went shoe shopping for like, 3 hours. I finally got a cute pair of wedges that I have been looking for (unfortunately they have been hurting my feet). We sat by the pool for a little while, and she told me stories of her and my mom from when they were kids. It was nice to hear about her in such a playful way. We had dinner together too.
Last night my aunt made me eggs benedict and a lemon cake for a belated birthday dinner. I got some money from my uncle and some silver earrings. Yesterday, I hung around at the pool and I plan on doing the same this afternoon as well. It was absolutely lovely.
My fingers are tired and I want to get off the computer. I have been trying to limit my time on the computer since it's boring and I have better things to do in the summer. I'll try to write more later, but I will probably be working crazy hours for the next... 2 months.
I have to go grab my stuff from Lyle today, so I hope he left it outside. I really don't feel like dealing with him at all.
NOTE: Who cares about Michael Jackson, it's called KARMA. That's what you get MJ for raped little boys.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Bah Hum Bug.
My life is like this right now $(*#&)Q($*#)(*$_#)*$)#(
All over the place.
As the song I was listening to this morning said...
Don't worry about a thing, everything will be alright.
-Bob Marley
But then again... he died an unfortunate death. So I'm not sure if I should quote the guy.
(This is me being optimistic)
I may have been screwed off hardcore- seriously lame, but now that I think about it, I am back to my feelings about this summer that I had a few months ago. I am happy to be single. I can finally (which I was looking forward to originally) focus on the things I want to do, hang out with the people I want to hang out with, eat what I want to eat, and be totally selfish this summer. My last summer of freedom.
I love my friends, they make my world turn. Kathie wants me to come back to Victoria and isn't holding anything against me for what happened. I don't think I could go there for the summer because it's not plausible to find a job this late in the summer working for only 2 months. I think I will still get out there for a vacation in August and continue my plans before things got totally stupid.
Here's to hoping the summer works out, and happiness surrounds me. *clink*
Cheers.
All over the place.
As the song I was listening to this morning said...
Don't worry about a thing, everything will be alright.
-Bob Marley
But then again... he died an unfortunate death. So I'm not sure if I should quote the guy.
(This is me being optimistic)
I may have been screwed off hardcore- seriously lame, but now that I think about it, I am back to my feelings about this summer that I had a few months ago. I am happy to be single. I can finally (which I was looking forward to originally) focus on the things I want to do, hang out with the people I want to hang out with, eat what I want to eat, and be totally selfish this summer. My last summer of freedom.
I love my friends, they make my world turn. Kathie wants me to come back to Victoria and isn't holding anything against me for what happened. I don't think I could go there for the summer because it's not plausible to find a job this late in the summer working for only 2 months. I think I will still get out there for a vacation in August and continue my plans before things got totally stupid.
Here's to hoping the summer works out, and happiness surrounds me. *clink*
Cheers.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Void.
There is a big hole is my life right now. I am overwhelmed with loneliness and I hate it.
I don't really know how to overcome this feeling, and I think it's going to make me incredibly depressed.
Yayyyyy summer...
I don't really know how to overcome this feeling, and I think it's going to make me incredibly depressed.
Yayyyyy summer...
Monday, June 8, 2009
lol.
Oh my sister.. probably the funniest thing I've heard all day.
"Kal and I have decided the title of your next romance novel... An Engineer and a Gentleman. And the guy's name must be Lionel."
Lol, funny stuff right there.
I think Lyle enjoyed that :)
"Kal and I have decided the title of your next romance novel... An Engineer and a Gentleman. And the guy's name must be Lionel."
Lol, funny stuff right there.
I think Lyle enjoyed that :)
Lazy.
Considering I do nothing all day, I have done a really horrible job at keeping up with writing about my summer. It's especially sad since I haven't written about anything after I got back to Ontario 3 weeks ago.
I'll just write about a few highlights of being back:
- Deserted barn and house
- Surprise presents
- Falling asleep outside in the middle of the day
- Exchanging special words - nervously.
- Star Trek - good
- Wing night out and campfire
- Getting drunk and dancing at Starlight
- Tops of cars, jungle gym bridges
- Spending some quality time up north
- Water fights
- Mosquito bites
- Dry moss
- Surprise lunch visits with Italian sandwiches
- Going to Guelph twice, then coming back
- Beer and playing pool - meatheads
- Lyle dressed up as a member of the army (paintballing)
- German dinners
- Playing frisbee, wrestling with a tree
- Vietnamese dinner with yummy smoothies
- TCBY while walking around Waterloo Park
- Sunday brunches
- Fold down back seats - out of your comfort zone
- Kung Fu Panda - good
- Fight Club - good
- He's Just Not That Into You - over hyped
I'll just write about a few highlights of being back:
- Deserted barn and house
- Surprise presents
- Falling asleep outside in the middle of the day
- Exchanging special words - nervously.
- Star Trek - good
- Wing night out and campfire
- Getting drunk and dancing at Starlight
- Tops of cars, jungle gym bridges
- Spending some quality time up north
- Water fights
- Mosquito bites
- Dry moss
- Surprise lunch visits with Italian sandwiches
- Going to Guelph twice, then coming back
- Beer and playing pool - meatheads
- Lyle dressed up as a member of the army (paintballing)
- German dinners
- Playing frisbee, wrestling with a tree
- Vietnamese dinner with yummy smoothies
- TCBY while walking around Waterloo Park
- Sunday brunches
- Fold down back seats - out of your comfort zone
- Kung Fu Panda - good
- Fight Club - good
- He's Just Not That Into You - over hyped
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