I wish this never happened to me... I just want things to go back to normal. I'm getting increasingly more paranoid and sensitive to certain things.
I feel like there is still a constant shadow lurking beside me that will not go away. I don't appreciate the constant reminders everyday. It seems that every time you go away something happens that I have to deal with on my own. I'm tired and just want a break from it all. It's getting too much for my already emotional instability to take.
