Best.

I just wanted to post
THE BEST CARD I'VE EVER SEEN.

Lol.

Yowza.

This years Cirque du Soleil was unreal.

However, there is one change I would've made...

Instead of Cirque du Soleil: Amaluna, I would call it...

Cirque du Soleil: SEX.

It was the sexiest and enjoyable couple hours I've had in a long time.
I'm ready for round two. ;)

Tonight I am going to bed feeling the hole in my heart a little more than I have lately.

It feels like its growing...

Activities.

The next couple weeks should be fun! I have so many activities lined up.

Dodgeball, XXX-rated Yuk Yuks, Cirque du Soleil (looks AMAZING this year), Nuit Blanche, Quebec (not so fun), last company party going hardy, more dodgeball, and Oktoberfest! I need to pull out my hat and feather.

Oh boy, it's too bad I'm poor. But I just need to get my head back into the idea that going out IS A GOOD THING and money is not the most important thing. This month is going to be tough financially but I think I will feel better than I have over the last few months.

Yay, I'm excited.

Only one more week of jail and then I'll be free to have some time to myself. I won't be so tired all the time, and will have money again to go on vacation. I am due for some time away. Vegas may be first up!

On a different note, I have wasted my entire day doing nothing. I complete a task every couple hours to make it *look* like I'm doing something. It's gone very well so far. I think I may call in sick a couple days next week and get a doctors note for a pulled muscle in my back. Hmm... smart.

Quitting.

There are so many great reasons to quit a job, but unfortunately once it's done you have absolutely no motivation to do any work for the remainder of your time there.
Instead?
I started reading my old blog from when I was a teenager.
http://katrinee.blogspot.ca/

It makes me laugh and proud of getting over the shit I was put through when I was younger. It explains so much. 

Only good thing about salary is you can do shit all day and get paid the same amount. Salary jobs are ideal for slackers. I have literally wasted 4 hours doing nothing and get to leave soon.

BONUS.

Official.

It's official.

Official.

I'm a little nervous and panicked about what I just did.

I have quit my job. I have given my two week notice.

I have found a new job. I will be starting soon.

I am cashing out all of the perks I have received, and vacation...  And benefits. Finally going to the dentist tomorrow.

Yesterday I was screaming with excitement, and today I'm screaming with terror.

It's going to be an interesting month or two... this was a risk that I needed to make.
We shall see what happens!!

Fingers crossed it doesn't turn out to be a disaster.

New Beginnings.

It's not official yet but new things are on the horizon. I'll be able to write more tomorrow about details but ill just leave it like that for now. I didn't really think I would change my life so drastically over a few days however there is no better time than the present. I'm tired of staying in unhealthy situations and want to start anew.

I'm a little nervous but excited to get my life back on track.

Started with new hair as a jumping off point and now I'm diving straight into life. Guess we will see how it goes... Maybe this is another catastrophic mistake or maybe, just maybe this is what I should've been doing all along.

To be continued.

Goyte.

When his song came out, I really hated it.
I wasn't sure why until now.
I know now it was metaphorically foreshadowing my life while it was popular. And I knew that things would end up that way. It's funny how you make excuses for not following your gut.

I now have a feeling that my life is going to take a drastic turn and completely change. We shall see what happens on Monday- could be a start of a new chapter. Sure hope it's a good one, I'm ready to be happy again and not so sappy and miserable.

Here's to hoping!

Tell me how you really feel.

SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK

YES, I'M TYPING IN CAPS ON PURPOSE.

THIS HAS BEEN THE WEEK FROM HELL AND I'M REALLY FUCKING TIRED OF PEOPLE'S BULLSHIT. DO I LOOK LIKE A PUNCHING BAG? DO I LOOK LIKE A PORT-A-POTTY? DO I HAVE A SIGN ON MY FACE THAT SAYS 'SHIT HERE'? (NOT SEXUALLY MEANING, BUT THAT ALSO APPLIES).

GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK.

I'M ABOUT TO WIPE MY HANDS OFF AND SAY 'FUCK YOU' TO ANYONE WHO THINKS  THEIR PROBLEMS ARE MY PROBLEMS.

BELIEVE ME, I HAVE ENOUGH OF MY OWN. I DO NOT NEED YOUR BULLSHIT. I DON'T CARE IF IT'S PART OF MY JOB OR NOT.

GUESS WHAT? I AM BETTER THAN YOU. I AM BETTER THAN THIS BULLSHIT. I AM BETTER THAN ALL OF THIS, AND AM NOT GOING TO GET SUCKED INTO YOUR NEGATIVITY AND STUPIDITY ANY LONGER.

I WISH THIS YEAR COULD BE ERASED AND I DIDN'T MAKE SO MANY BAD LIFE DECISIONS ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR GUT.

SCREW YOUR MANIPULATIVE TACTICS, ARROGANCE, AND LYING.
I'M NOT THE TISSUE YOU WIPE YOUR ASS WITH.



THEY SAY LOVE IS BLIND, BUT LOVE JUST MAKES YOU FUCKING STUPID. 

I want one.

 

New species of monkey found a few years ago. I want one of these to hang out at my apartment and have dinner with me on my balcony. I think they would be a super cool friend to have around. This may be weird, but maybe they would be a good hugger? That's also kind of important. My cat not a very good hugger, except if you consider "arm hugging" a thing. 

He does look like a human with a furry face, but doesn't he look so wise? Understanding?

This picture makes me happy.

I think I would name him...

Lester.