Am I just kidding myself that I could, someday, be happy?
What a facade I create.
It feels like I am reliving a bad dream, but I know this is life, and I will not wake up to something different.
How does one learn to appreciate the highs and learn to conquer the devastating lows?
My biggest fear is for this to continue being my biggest fault, and that it may destroy everything I try to build and, in turn, destroy me.
