2014.

New Years.

Montreal. 

Going to be interesting. 

I love holidays. 

Plus, I'm a natural skier. Doesn't hurt that my boyfriend was on the US ski team. 

Christmas.

Arguably the worst day of the year past the age of 12.

Round 2.

This is a little déjà vu.

Without power... Again. Just like the summer, but this time it's cold. 

Up to 3 days? 

May be an interesting Christmas. 

One more day of work then holidays!!

Happy as a clam. 

❤️

Content.

Zeds dead or Tommy Trash tomorrow.

Decisions, decisions.

Charley.

So tonight I had the worst muscle spasm (charley horse) in my thigh I've ever had. It was frustratingly painful and I sat on the floor for an hour. 

Luckily I have a good friend who brought me pizza, wine, muscle relaxants and a heating pack and now I'm feeling pretty damn good. 

I have a feeling I'm going to sleep well tonight. I also get to sleep in tomorrow which is always an added bonus. 

3. 

Getting close!

Friday the 13th... Anything can happen. 

Boom.

Sons of Anarchy.

Epic.

Blew my mind...

Figuratively and literally? Ha.

<rant>.

Today has been a weird day. I've been going 120km/h, so to speak. I can't stop, I've been all smiles and joking, talking non stop. I'm getting sick of it myself. 

I haven't slept very well in, oh, 3 months, and I'm trying to exhaust myself to sleep. And even still I can't slow down my brain. 

It's all excitement up here (points to head). It may have to do with my visitor coming this weekend and only have 4 more days of work to get through. 

No, I haven't even had coffee or any type of caffeine. I had a couple glasses of wine which usually helps me sleep. And I'm writing this wondering what is wrong with me. 

I'm going to try and sleep now. 

I'm also dehydrated so you think I would be tired. 

Gah oh well. 

5.

Bicycle.

I know I've changed... Become a better person. 

It's just hard when people can push your buttons and attempt to bring you backwards. 

I resist.

It still makes me feel weak in a different way. 

Eleven.

Today is a day of remembrance, but also a day of perspective that life goes on.  I have never felt more at peace on this anniversary than on this day, this year.  

Eleven years have passed and the memories will be engrained in my mind forever. Few can understand and capture this feeling, however the people in my life have been nothing short of wonderful and supportive. 

Maybe this holiday will truly change my outlook on this time of the year. 

It just takes one person. Or in my case, one special person and a lot of amazing friends. ❤️

13.

Booked!

Winter holiday is officially booked. Not sure how I feel about this yet.
I think I'm more excited than freaked out, but it's too early to tell.
Maybe this will help me become a (more inclined) winter person.

It's going to be an expensive few months!
Work hard (ish), play harder. It also doesn't hurt that someone else is picking up the tab.